感慨生命〜

有人问过我，我最怕怎么死。我说，我怕突发心脏病而死。大多数的人都会反问说，为什么？这样死不是很好吗？不用承受这么多痛楚。。。

我却不这么认为。对我来说，就这么离开神所创造的世界，我会觉得很委屈，很失望〜可能是我爱说话的关系吧！总觉得要跟我爱的人和爱我的人说再见了才走才值得我这一生的生命。

我才刚刚开工两个月。照顾了不上30位病人。但是我却看到了不同的人生。人就是奇怪的动物。当你觉得世界与你无关的时候，你必会看见一些点醒你生命的渺小人物。而这些人物大多都是不起眼的。神的恩典就是那么的奇妙无比。

今天跟我在新加坡的一个要有出去逛街。我说，跟她在一起就是什么都能聊。她介绍我了一本书。里面述说神对人类疯狂的爱。我只看了第一章，名叫＂停止祷告＂ ＂stop praying". 起初觉得奇怪，为什么一个基督教的书籍会叫我们停止祷告？

原来，祷告有时候对我们基督徒来说都太平常，我们感恩事项永远都是对我们有益处的或者来来去去都一样的。他觉得，为何我们不停下我们的脚步，看看世界，地球，宇宙的浩瀚，再看看我们渺小的自己，神竟然这么的在乎我们每一个人。当我们细细的去体验神，我们就能敬拜神，以敬佩的心来赞美祂！

再看看我们如何对待身边的人。神既然爱我们每一个人，祂把我们看得如此重要。那我们有没有好好对待我们身边的人，尊重他们，并把他们当作什伟大的创造？很多时候因为人的软弱，真的好难好难。

神爱世人，甚至将祂的独生子赐给他们。叫一切信祂的，不至灭亡，反得永生。

神爱我们到如此的地步，我们一定要好好的反省我们每一天的待人处事，求神怜悯，给我们爱的力量来爱我们身边的每一个人〜

My Day For Today! - 11 May 2013

Time flies. I had been back in Singapore for 9 days!
Come back here with no income is really struggle huh!
Thank God that I have some savings, if not I will die from hunger!

These 9 days I'd settled my Employment Pass and Nursing Pass!
Finally, I'm officially a staff nurse!
For some of them who know me since secondary school really hard to believe that I had choose nursing as my future occupation.
Remember during secondary school time I was very active in Chinese Club, participated in various competitions.
And now, I had completed my 3 years of Diploma in Health Science of Nursing in Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Singapore!
Full of God's grace, mercy and guidance in these 3 years.
The other page of my life is going to start from next week! :)

Today I finally meet my boyfriend after 1 week!!
Yesterday was so worry because he booked out late.:(
But today, finally I met him!!!

 Today we went for Japanese food for both lunch and dinner!

My Amos! ^^

And me! Gained some weight.... sighhhhhh..

Mine

Amos's

Both of us love Japanese food and Western food more than others!
Both of us also love beef and mutton!
That's why we always ordered same meal when we go to restaurant! HAHA!
After that we went to meet his friend for movie!

Finally, Iron Man 3!

From Google image

Before I watch it, I'd heard of many comments from friends and through my friend's Facebook status.
Most of their feedback are like, "Iron Man 3 is awesome!!!" or " Iron Man 3 is just so AWESOME!!" (Caps Lock some more)
People tend to put more expectation on something when you heard too much good feedback from others.
I remember when one of the chinese movie "You Are The Apple Of My Eye" or in chinese 那些年，我们一起追的女孩“ just came out, everyone was like "OMG!! Must go and watch!!" or "The trailer is so nice!! I must go and watch!! Sure very nice one!!". In the end, when all those people who went to watch it, came back with the bad feedback. Luckily I never pay the ticket fee to watch, I DOWNLOAD from web to watch. Really not worth to pay 10 dollars to sucha movie man. Dry, dirty and pointless movie.=.=

Okay, I shall stop criticizing other movie! HAHA! Okay, my feedback for this movie is, this movie is a good movie. Some of the parts are hilarious, some of the parts are quite nail-biting la, especially when the Iron Man is fighting with the bad guy and try to rescue his girlfriend. But overall, I don't have the OMG feeling, but it is an interesting and worth watching movie for those who are Iron Man fans! :)
My favourite part of the movie is when all Iron Mans came to fight with all the bad people! Feel so touch and I just realized that there are different kinds of Iron Man huh!!!

from Google image

 After movie, we went to have our dinner. As I mentioned in the beginning, we went for Japanese restaurant for our dinner again! :)
Recently I fall in love with Udon! yum yum!! So this time, I ordered Udon again! Don't know why I keep feel that Udon is a healthy food and I feel that I am more gentle when eat Udon! Haha! Because Udon is 一条一条eat one. Okay sorry I don't know how to describe it la! Those who know how to describe please tell me okay!

Show off me and Amos's dinner just now! :)

 Mine!! ^^ 

Amos's

I really thank God that Amos is willing to bring me to meet his friend. Although they always talk about army thingy, which I don't know almost 90% of what they are talking, but at least I know more about Amos, You can only know more when you join their friends gathering because what they talk might not be what your boyfriend tell you. Might be more detail and more interesting because you cannot expect him to share with you EVERY SINGLE THING when you are not in army with him! You must participate in his life too no matter how busy you are. :)

Recently I am reading a book, called "Entrusting The Key- From Serial Dating To Joyful Waiting". The author write about how she struggle when she wanted to start a relationship. In this book she shared her prayer from her journal to us. And this is one of my favourite prayer! ^^

"Lord, I am sorry if I have diluted Your standard of holiness. Bring me back to Your standard, which is of a different kind and on a higher place than the world. It's the kind of holiness with which Jesus lived, seeing inside of people's hearts rather than their external circumstances. Thank you Lord, that as You prepare me to be a sanctuary - pure and holy, tried and true - I will become the kind of woman you have called me to be. And that will be a godly woman, to whom a godly man will be drawn. Amen!"

It's hard to have a relationship if you placed your relationship in this world. Only if you place your relationship in God's hand, God will guide you throughout the relathionship. I like the last sentences of her prater. I want to be a godly woman, to whom a godly man will be drawn. The world seems to bring us to a lower standard and we tend to lower down God's standard and take God's mercy for granted. God is God! He is great, with pure holiness and has the highest standard than everything in this universe! I thank God for let me read this book. He keeps my heart with His love, to love those people who love me, and love those people who hurts me before.

And now, 12 May 2013, Mother's day. I love you MAMA!! Thanks for bringing me up and love me still although I was sucha terrible daughter. Muacks Muacksssss!!

Please appreciate your mum no matter what, with love, as a son/daughter.

That's all for my sharing to today!! Shall go to bed now. Good night! ^^

Trip To Sunway Lagoon

Late post!!!
Last month I went to KL with my boy and friends!
Actually thank God that everything went smoothly during the trip.
We planned the trip during my PRCP time and before Amos's pass out parade (POP).
Actually we planned to go to China by purchase the cheap ticket from Groupon.
But because our planned travelling period was during my holiday back to my hometown,
so we had to cancel it.
Some more Amos dont want me to travel alone to another country,
so we decided to go to KL la, which can be direct fly from my hometown, Bintulu.

We went for 4 days 3 nights, but in this post I will only post about our trip to Sunway Lagoon!! ^^

I heard of Sunway Lagoon since I was in primary school. I heard from my friends that they went to Sunway Lagoon where I only manage to see through TV advertisement. You know what, little kids will show off when their parents bring there some interesting place. My family seldom bring us to travel, hence, Sunway Lagoon always keep in my heart. That's why I was SOOOOOOO madly happy that finally I got chance to go to Sunway Lagoon! And who knows, this wish is completed with my lover. God is amazing. As long as we wait for His reply, He will give us the best. ^^

You see You see!! Finally I able to take a pic with this stupid blue bird!!! *Oooops*
It's quite hilarious when you see a whole family take pic with this bird. Or penguin?? :/ whatever!!

Okay, before we went in, we have to pay RM120 for foreigner and RM90 for Malaysian.
and will have to pay RM10 deposit to get a "watch", which is a scan thing to cheat our money, which is refundable. This thingy you can top up to buy foods, which I think is quite useless la when you are able to buy through cash. :/ and when you wanted to rent locker, they need this "watch" to scan, and the locker will open once you scan it la. But the locker has to pay too.

The first thing we played was THIS!!

from google image

At first we was like so lost until we didn't know where should we start from. Then we decided to try this first. Actually for me, this is a good start because inside is SUPER interesting, and you will get wet! And when you come out from this, you will be excited and start to have the "mood" to find something more exciting to challenge.

We start from water theme park. I am so proud of myself that I am able to play almost all the challenging one in the water theme park. *claps*  And I am so touch that I finally ride vuvuzela with my friends!!!! Its was so exciting!! Without them, I think I wouldn't have to courage to ride on it. 

from google image

 For those who know me, you all should know that I am a very coward person. Scare of height, scare of lizards, crocodiles, sharks and.... all animals. AND!! This is my first time to ride on PIRATE REVENGE!!!! Deng Deng Deng Deng!!! 

Okay, actually the story was like this. Amos and one of his friend wanted to ride this pirate ship. There were no tourist there, but only 2 of them. SO! I act clever, I didn't know that swing 360 degree. * Ge Kiang*

After I ride on, I was so scared until I got no energy to scream out. Amos kept comfort me, and I closed my eyes throughout the journey. No more next time. 

And we also manage to enjoy Swan Ride! ^^

The Swan Ride is quite boring for me after playing all those exciting one. But our main purpose achieved, which is take a photo. Hahaha!!

These are the memorable parts in our Sunway Lagoon Trip. We failed to go to the Scream Park as all of us are tired. Even if we weren't tired, I will not go into it. IMPOSSIBLE for me okay~

It's quite memorable trip for me because it fulfilled my dream when I was young. Most importantly, this group of friends made me enjoy this trip a lot! ^^

Show some other photos!! ^^

 End this post with my cute Lion Amos!! ^^

The End!! :)